Tuesday, December 14
still a bit stoned from last night. erh i mean this morning. whereby serene and i talked
nonstop from the time eunice left to the time we fell asleep. that's about 6 or 7 hours. and we weren't just talking to each other. no we didn't talk to ourselves.. at least i didn't.. but we talked to someone else on our free incoming call phones. hahaha. before my mum caught us and made us sleep. around 4 am. then we whispered and giggled a bit more til about 5 when we fell asleep. gosh. girls really do talk a lot.
i want to thank y'all for yesterday. it was wonderful. *beams* especially since i did not find out any unpleasant things this time. strange to think we're moving on already. maybe moving further apart. ahh well it's bound to happen. our roads merged at one point of time, and now we're moving on, faced with our own crossroads. i'm just really afraid i won't be able to recognise my friends in the future.. if i do, don't be insulted. i've got goldfish memory you know.
time flies when you want it to drag the most. and a rose, by any other name would still smell as sweet. no connection to the above two statements. but when i look at you, i wonder if you ever wore wings, because you lifted me so high i thought i could fly. hey, rhymes! hee. i am an idiot. a sentimental idiot. a romantic, sentimental idiot who should be shot. i don't want the hols to end. my desk has gone back to its pig-sty mess. littered with christmas tags and silver polish cloth. but i've finished polishing all my silver jewelry! =D
i remember a certain promise i made 3 years ago. i promised to finish writing the People of the Planets after o's. hahaha. when you're younger you think everything can be done after o's. it never occurs to you that you only have slightly more than a month to do everything you've wanted to for years. anyway. people of the planets. not done. i'm sorry. but you've forgotten all about it anyway, eh? i lost the original manuscript. anyway it sucked. sometimes i hate my writing. other times i merely detest it. but i remember parts of it.. that involved saturn scuttling about frantically with a slipper on one foot and nothing on the other, trying to avoid being seen by the prince-y fellow courting jupiter. hah! see how things have turned out. can i do it when i retire? =) i'll send it to you then. haha. got to repaint nails. they're a mess after polishing all that silver.
maybe i never meant to say goodbye
maybe i thought i could make this last forever
and maybe i was wrong.
it must've been love.
9:59 pm
xoxo
